twenty & alone

Cryin' on somebody's shoulder, guess it took a stranger to know that I need help
Wakin' up to sunsets, got none of my pride left, worried 'bout the way I been worried 'bout myself
'Cause I'm too fuckin' tired to care about the climate
Spendin' days on end in my head feels like dyin'

Know I probably should
It's been hard to see the good

Twenty and alone, need to grow up but I won't, tell me somethin' I should know by now
I just try to cure it with the smoke, but I'm only burnin' holes, you can smell it on my clothes, no doubt
Say you don't notice, but we both know it
Twenty and alone
Yeah, I'm twenty and alone right now

Obsessin' over spots on my skin, my own inconvenience is the death of me
Try to be deservin' of love, but my edges are rough to the touch
What's enough?

Twenty and alone, need to grow up, but I won't, tell me somethin' I should know by now
I just try to cure it with the smoke, but I'm only burnin' holes, you can smell it on my clothes, no doubt
Say you don't notice (say you don't notice), but we both know it (but we both know it)
Twenty and alone (oh)
Yeah, I'm twenty and alone right now

Know I probably should, I'd grow up if I could
Could if I would, but I never found the good
Twenty and alone
Yeah, I'm twenty and alone right now