Ain't Been Sober

I drink whiskey straight since you left me
And get drunk alone these days, it's depressing
I scroll through my phone just to watch people post
That you're in heaven

I sit outside just to talk to the stars
Barely play this old guitar
Traded Sunday service for the bar
Thought about crashing out in your old car

Damn it, I hate the way I miss you
Try to write a song, put tears on a tissue
Found the bottom of the bottle doesn't help me forget you
And I don't think it ever will
150 on the dash and it keeps getting faster
Run a red light like my life doesn't matter
At this point I'm doing anything to fight for closure
Since the day you passed away, I ain't been sober

Blackk, I hate the way I miss you
Try to write a song, put tears on a tissue
The bottom of the bottle don't help me forget you
And I don't think it ever will
150 on the dash and it keeps getting faster
Run a red light like my life doesn't matter
At this point I'm doing anything to fight for closure
Since my best friend passed, I ain't been sober