Driving Under The Influence Of NyQuil

Ring around a rose
the scapegoat strikes a pose
i dare you to show up in my dreams again
i fucking double dare you
you know what it's like to want to wake up so badly,
but at the same time not want to awaken at all?
this is about existing at the wrong time
inconvenient existence
it's all around us
it's you
it's you and you, and you and you
i must delete,
i must delete,
crossed out in sharpie,
under the influence of. . . sharpie
black marker, yellow tape
do not cross
i must delete.