Fulfillment?

I’ll take my shit out of the box
I guess
Its too late to feel so loss
I bet
All this seems to kind of drag
Behind in my red wagon ride

Just relax
Lighten the load
Of all the things that
Make me want to gag
Get rid of the you
And me and him
And her and this and that
Kicking and screaming
Pulling the things
That made me happiest

I stay awake
Just me and my cherry radio flyer
Dreaming of all the ways we’ll push higher
Dreaming that one of these days
Feels a bit lighter

And I hope I’ll find
Something
To live for, for