Revelation Time

Every step in the wrong direction
Never ending waves of guilt
Hatred. I would be gone (if it wasn't for you)
The inevitable is just postponed

A minor chord above my head is pushing me down
A noose around my neck
I can't stand my friends. I love them
My surroundings disgust me

Leave me alone or take my hand
Warmth. I am a horrible friend

You did what I never had the guts to do
This thought inside of me makes me shiver

I remember the day
I remember the tears
What I did and how I didn't know how to handle it
(Like most of you didn't know how to handle me and)
This war inside my head