Too Bad

Clear your head out, you never hear me
Think I was good, it doesn't matter when it's over
A lawnmower to a four leaf clover
A bartender when you're tryna stay sober
I'm losing my composure, I'm tryna be sorry but

It's too bad
Don't got enough self-love to make good choices
Fuck that
I'm gonna poor myself a glass of this poison
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
I don't wanna talk about the problems
That are killing me
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
All I do is dream about
A person I could never be

A classroom, another place I don't fit in
Taboo, everything I'm involved in
Trash, if I can't make a good living
Never who I should of been from the beginning
White wine like oil through a pipeline
High life fading in and out of sight lines
Skyline, see it in another timeline
This isn't the one where I'm gonna come through

It's too bad
Don't got enough self-love to make good choices
Fuck that
I'm gonna poor myself a glass of this poison
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
I don't wanna talk about the problems
That are killing me
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
All I do is dream about
A person I could never be

I wanna see my name in lights
I wanna be a lover and a good friend
I wanna live a positive life
Dream it all in color from the distance

It's too bad
Don't got enough self-love to make good choices
Fuck that
I'm gonna poor myself a glass of this poison
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
I don't wanna talk about the problems
That are killing me
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
All I do is dream about
A person I could never be