With Whom

My love
It's been a long time since I cried and left you out of the blue
It's hard leaving you that way when I never wanted to

Self denial is a game it's strange I never would've wanted 'til there was you
'Cause I have learned that love is beyond what human can imagine
The more it clears
The more I gotta let you go

'Cause what I don't understand
Is why I'm feeling so bad now
When I know it was my idea
I could've just denied all the truth and lied
And why am I the only one standing stranded on the same ground

My love
It's been a long time since I cried and left you out of the blue
It's hard leaving you that way when I never wanted to

Self denial is a game it's strange I never would've wanted 'til there was you
'Cause I have learned that love is a word gets thrown a little bit too much
The best excuse to fill this infinite abyss
I would never ever have to fail

When all else fails
Would you be there to love me?
If all else fails
Would you be brave to see right through me?