Lose, Lose, Lose

Lose-lose-lose my fucking mind
Win-win-win until I die
They're not like the other guys
You can't tell from your disguise
Lose-lose-losing so much time
As a year just passes by

I can't live another lie
So I'll win-win-win till I'm compromised
Paranoia fills my brain, I wanna push them all away
There's nothing I can do but wait and let my heart decay
Fuck the world and fuck this screen

I wanna make my insides bleed
But a knife in my chest won't fix the issues in this galaxy
Baby I suffer inside, nature makes me feel alive
Poison makes me wanna die, and all that poison's online

I don't want a poisoned mind, it's feeding everyone lies
I'll let the pain out by painting all of these red and blue lines
Lose feel like a loser
My heart, I loved her
I understand every side, but this is mental torture
Win I'm fuckin' winnin'
Even in between decisions
It's just a matter of time before we know it's working