God?

Tonight's another night
I wonder aimlessly
To put it all in place
A picture I don't see
And when I close my eyes
I don't care if I wake
I use the same excuses
I make the same mistakes
Sometimes it seems so hard
Like you're ignoring me
I wonder if you do exist
Than what you mean to me
Sometimes I think you hate me
Sometimes I think you hate me
Is this some kind of test
Or a way to make me see
There has to be a reason
Why it's happening to me
How much more to cry
Until I have a clue
The emptiness I'm feeling
Does it come down to you
Show me everything
And tell me what to feel
My eyes have been so jaded
That I don't know what is real

Sometimes I think you hate me
Sometimes I think you hate me