Hideout

Waking up wishing last night was just a dream, then back to bed
to get away from everything. Problems much too big to shove
under the rug. I hope she understands, regains all my trust.
What more can I do? Is there something I should say to put this
all behind? Make it go away. Take me away from all this. Can't
go on living like this. I need a place where I can hideout, take
some time to think things through. No one understands. Now I'm on
my own to figure all this out, spend some time alone. Sometimes
it's too much to handle by yourself. I feel like giving up, need
someone to help. I need a place where I can hideout, take some
time to think things through, get out, maybe I'll find something
new, find out something else for me to do.