Try again

You're cutting a hole in the part of my head that used to make
sense of the things that you said. I hope you didn't mean to
ignore those promises you told me before. I'm playing your game
but I'm breaking the rules. If you go away I don't know what
I'll do. I'm losing my sleep over what you have said. I'm
getting denied, I guess I'll just try again. I should've known
you'd leave me here. I'm all alone and you are nowhere near. I
should've never tried but the words kept coming out. I guess I'm
not surprised but I'm feeling so left out. Should I trust in what
it is that you're saying to me? Don't bother saying this if you
are just going to leave.