Paradise

I've been looking for a paradise, but I can't find
I can't see you in my eyesight
Baby, I'm too high
To feel fine
I've been looking for a paradise, but I can't find
I can't see you in my eyesight
Baby, I'm too high
To feel fine

I got fucked up again
Desperation in my brain
I got fucked up again
Just a paper and a pen
And I'll write my last note
Me and my coat, always cold
I'm leaving, grab my suicide note

Everything aching, eveybody hates me
Everything aching, eveybody hates me
Baby you can blame me, but I know you love me
Real soon I'll be dead, one more day, I just bled

I've been looking for a paradise, but I can't find
I can't see you in my eyesight
Baby, I'm too high
To feel fine
I've been looking for a paradise, but I can't find
I can't see you in my eyesight
Baby, I'm too high
To feel fine