Lead The Parade

Lost and alone
I'm light as a stone
Repeating this process everyday
Nothing's my own
The dreams that I've drawn
I won't control and throw away

I need to make a decision
I need to make it right
I need to lead the parade
Or this shit will fucking take my life

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to past this test
And complete my tormented life

This curse is my own
It follows me home
It's like a child that wants to play
The thoughts in my brain
The subconscious pain
Makes me think "why do I stay?"

I need to make a decision
I need to make it right
I need to lead the parade or this shit
Will take my life

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to past this test
And complete my tormented life

I want to kill the decisions
I want to be right
I want to past my test
And complete this tormented life

I'm happy
Everything is wonderful
So happy
It's beautiful

I need to make a decision
I need to make it right

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to past this test
And complete my tormented life

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to past this test
And complete my tormented life

I'm so happy
I need to make it right
Everything is wonderful