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Falling down from heaven's lap
Abandoned by my human side
Pitch black madness
Hunted down by silence
Born again by a rotten cunt
To a reality that eats me alive
Hollow, hopeless
Teared down to nothing
Existence hurts in my veins
Drown in regret
I see no light
Why to fight? Why to rebel?

It is pathetic to see them prevail
Erase your self, submit to death
Trapped inside the claws of life
Just one way out - to end my life
Blood of martyr
Useless worthless liquid
The answer clear of any doubt
But I forgot what the question was
Long forgotten
The essence of my former

Self
I see no light
Why do I need light?
The God within myself
The rage behind the skin
I am God
I
Dark is my path to ascent
Maybe, I need no light
Maybe, I am the light