Drowning In The Rain

I've been missing cigarettes, though I never smoked them
Dabbled in tattoos, just to awaken the emotion
Wrote it, so it wasn't spoken from the year of ocean
How can you be stuck inside my chest?

When I've been meaning to put it to rest

But I'll find the time to recover
If leaving was all that you wanted
'Cause every now and then it passes
The feeling that seems everlasting
And soon I'll be happy with drowning in the rain
If nothing can take me to Heaven
Not even to die for a minute, then I deserve hell

Bet you never meant for this to linger with meaning
If I ever ask you'll probably question all my demons

Wrote it, so it wasn't spoken ever since the year of ocean

But I'll find the time to recover
If leaving was all that you wanted
'Cause every now and then it passes
The feeling that seems everlasting
And soon I'll be happy with drowning in the rain
If nothing can take me to Heaven
Not even to die for a minute, then I deserve hell
If nothing can take me to Heаven
Not even confessing the ѕin, well then I'll never tell