Denial

That's how it starts
A life already fated
Shaped like a cog
To be part of the gear
Deprived of confidence
Living restrained
Opressed to express his own desires
And to be free

A feeling deep inside
An urge twisting my mind
Opposing all my actions
But since ever was told to defy!

In my innerself
Once again an instinct vivifies
Carrying on voices from deep inside
Taking down truths that I once believed

Why should I accept this fate?
Is all my life pre-arranged?
Confusing and dazing,
Against all this tide
Will all my life be a denial?

Denial!

Why? Defy?
Keep living this life!
Sooner or later what's beneath will rise over all

Why? Deny?
Keep living this lie!
Should I make a change?
Or should I fake on with this denial?

Denial!

Denial! Neglecting all!
Denial! Living in grief!
Denial! Suffocating!
Denial! Your life is a lie!

It was not to be like this
But one day you'll have to give up
It'll swallow you inside out
I have no choice I have to follow what is pre-determined to...

Ain't need to follow the cattle
Just respect what is inside of you!