Still Handcuffed To The Social Life

i'm sick of this shit.
i don't want to be part of these lies to myself.
how can i believe in such preachings?
how it should be is how it'll never be.
it all came to me while walking down a something behind my block where i kept looking for the parannoying me person.
that person was the old me.
stuck and fucked up in these stupid "who's popular" games.
i'm sick of trying to be accepted because acceptance is something that can bring you down further than hell.