qué feo se siente ser así

How Ugly It Feels to Be This Way

qué feo se siente ser así

If you only knew how ugly it feels to be this waySi tú supieras lo feo que se siente ser así
If you believed me, you'd understand why I leftSi me creyeras, entenderías el porque me fui
And even if it hurts, we don't have to pretend anymoreY aunque te duela, ya no tenemos porque fingir
If you only knew that in life, everything has an endSi tú supieras que en la vida todo tiene un fin

I was looking for you and got lost in the processEstaba buscándote y me perdí en el intento
Where am I? I can't find myself¿Dónde estoy? No me encuentro
I don't get it anymore, how ugly it is to live without loveYa no lo entiendo, qué feo es vivir sin amor
With nothing inside, I don't feel cold or hot, sad and happy, pretending to pay attentionSin nada dentro no siento frío ni calor, triste y contento, fingiendo que presto atención

Saying yes when it was no, saying yes when it was noDiciendo si cuando era no, diciendo si cuando era no
You don't come to sleep anymore, and it's hard for me to restYa no vienes a dormir, y me cuesta descansar
Don't talk to me about being happy, I laugh just to avoid cryingNo me hables de ser feliz, yo que río por no llorar
Sometimes I'm a scar, other times I'm a knifeA veces soy cicatriz, otras veces soy puñal

The root is so deep that I could only cut itEs tan profunda la raíz, que solo pude cortar
The fruit of our love is this pain that makes me incapableEl fruto de nuestro amor es este dolor que me hace incapaz
That grows from sun to sun, taking up your spot on the couchQue crece de Sol a Sol ocupando tu huequito en el sofá
I'm leaving, asking for one last favor, demanding one last favor from youMe voy pidiendo un último favor exigiéndote un último favor más
Give me back my heart, since you don't know how to use itDevuélveme el corazón, si total tú no lo sabes usar

If you don't know how to use itSi no lo sabes usar
Give me back my heart, since you don't know how to use itDevuélveme el corazón si total tu no lo sabes usar