self/less

You said: How far? Man, I'll take it higher
I said: Go far like clouds in the sky, uh
I take no bullshit, figured it out
That's haunting my mind, a relentless vow

And how did I lose the one I desire?
Left all my problems, burn like the fire
That's how I know that she's not the one
And we drift apart, it bothers me now

I begged on my knees
Wanting to be loved by you
Wondering where you been
While the rain pours on me too

And you tore my heart apart
I was broken-hearted, how?
How'd I let myself go blind?
Guess I lost my way this time, oh

She made the promise she couldn't keep, now
Oh, did you know that it was betrayal?
I tried to love you but you just ran
Like Usain's relay all back in July, uh
Fuck all the things she said in the past
It stings me like one big knife in my heart
I tried to move on, I couldn't move on
It hurts me so much, I literally had to

Beg on my knees
Wanting to be loved by you
Wondering where you been
While the rain pours on me too

And you tore my heart apart
I was broken-hearted, how?
How'd I let myself go blind?
Guess I lost my way this time, oh

And I begged on my knees
Wanting to be loved by you
Wondering where you been
While the rain pours on me too

And I feel like hope is lost
Held my tears right through the storms
I've been waiting all this time
And I'm drowning for your cause