Nothing

I have nothing more to fear
I have nothing more to say
Abandoned I am sitting here
Afraid of a new day

I have nothing left to give
I have nothing left to tell
In pain I ask me why to go on
Living in my self-made hell

Why can I never let myself be happy?
Why do I prefer to live in pain?
Why do I always look and long to suffer?
Forever lost, like tears in rain

...there is nothing more than this

I have so much left to do
I have so much left to ruin
Destroying dreams that have come true
Obliterating all my doing

I have nothing left to hope
I have nothing left to dream
Nothing, nothing...
Nothing more than this