Heaven

One that’s over think everything
I lay in burnings sheets
In bed I start to plead
Please take this weight off me

Sometimes I'm hating me
I question my beliefs
How do I let this go?
I need to let this go

I can’t with these emotions
Conflict to what I know
And I don’t know what I need
Could use some kinda potion
It starts to take control
And it’s got me questioning

Will I go to heaven?
Will I go to heaven?
I know that I'm afraid but I can’t ignore the pain
So I'm crying on my own

So tell me, will I go+ to heaven?

Same old so it dries out my lungs
Just cut off my tongue
Cause no one ever listens, what’s the point of even trying
To change at all if I like who I become
Why should it feel so good to let it control me?

I can’t with these emotions
Conflict to what I know
And I don’t know what I need
Could use some kinda potion
It starts to take control
And it’s got me questioning

Will I go to heaven?
Will I go to heaven?
I know that I'm afraid but I can’t ignore the pain
So I'm crying on my own

So tell me, will I go+ to heaven?