Metamorphose

Metamorphosis

Metamorphose

The encounter was a dazzlingly white shining city
出会いはまぶしいくらいに白く輝く街だった
de-ai wa mabushii kurai ni shiroku kagayaku machidatta
Every time I was loved, I was dyed in sacrificial love
愛されるたびに傷つけ犠牲の愛に染めていた
aisareru tabi ni kizutsuke gisei no ai ni someteita

I didn't come to hate you
君を嫌いになったわけじゃないけれど
kimi o iya ni natta wake ja nai keredo
But at that time, I just couldn't choose you
あの時はただ君のことを選べなかっただけ
ano toki wa tada kimi no koto o erabenakatta dake
You always made me feel anxious
いつも不安だけを感じさせていたね
itsu mo fuan dake o kanji saseteita ne
Even though you only gave me kindness
君は優しさだけをくれたのに
kimi wa yasashisa dake o kureta no ni
Because I'm clumsy
僕が不器用だから
boku ga bukiou dakara

Hurting you, hurting you, even if you cry
傷つけて 傷つけて 君が泣いても
kizu tsukete kizu tsukete kimi ga naite mo
It's just my incompetence
ただ僕の不田になる
tada boku no futan ni naru
Even if I hide it, even if I hide it, it becomes clear
隠しても 隠しても 悟られてゆく
kakushitemo kakushitemo satorarete yuku
My confusion
僕の戸惑いに
boku no tomadoi ni
Made you cry
涙を流した
namida o nagashiteta

The encounter was a dazzlingly white shining city
出会いはまぶしいくらいに白く輝く街だった
de-ai wa mabushii kurai ni shiroku kagayaku machidatta
Every time I was loved, I was dyed in sacrificial love
愛されるたびに傷つけ犠牲の愛に染めていた
aisareru tabi ni kizutsuke gisei no ai ni someteita

I'm sorry, I could only see dreams
ごめんね、夢しか見れてなかった
gomen ne, yume shika miretenakatta
Even though you were by my side
君がそばにいたのに
kimi ga soba ni ita no ni

Unaware, unaware, I was being supported
気づかずに 気づかずに 支えられてた
kizukazu ni kizukazu ni sasaerareteta
Yet I deeply hurt you
なのに深く傷つけてた
na no ni fukaku kizutsuketeta
Even if I hide it, even if I hide it, it becomes clear
隠しても 隠しても 悟られてゆく
kakushite mo kakushite mo satorarete yuku
My confusion
僕の戸惑いに
boku no tomadoi ni
Made you cry
涙を流した
namida o nagashiteta

The encounter was a dazzlingly white shining city
出会いはまぶしいくらいに白く輝く街だった
de-ai wa mabushii kurai ni shiroku kagayaku machidatta
Every time I was loved, I was dyed in sacrificial love
愛されるたびに傷つけ犠牲の愛に染めていた
aisareru tabi ni kizutsuke gisei no ai ni someteita

I loved you as much as the tears she shed
彼女が流した涙の数ほど僕もずっと愛してた
kanojo ga nagashita namida no kazu hodo boku mo zutto aishiteta
Actually, I wanted to see your smile at the moment the flowers bloomed
ほんとは、花を咲かせる瞬間は君の笑顔が見たかった
honto wa, hana o sakaseru shunkan wa kimi no egao ga mitakatta

You were hurt by loving
君は愛することで傷ついて
kimi wa ai suru koto de kizutsuite
I lost by blooming
僕は咲かせることで失った
boku wa sakaseru koto de ushinatta