Easy Way Out

I'm terrified of sleeping alone but I can’t stay where you are
I don’t remember what it's like here without you but it’s time I start
I don't want to
But I still care what you you say
It was killing you to watch me be happy I let you take it away

I tried to make your words mean something
That they never meant

But I can’t keep shrugging it off
I can’t lose any more than I’ve lost
I wish I’d left before you locked down
Every easy way out
Every easy way out

I forget how it started, but I remember how I felt
Now it seems like I'm made out nothing when I'm all by myself
Feel the air brush my face as I'm swept away
With the last of the thoughts that I know I won't say
I'm done tearing myself apart to fill the spaces you left

I tried to make your words mean something
That they never meant

But I can’t keep shrugging it off
I can’t lose any more than I’ve lost
I wish I’d left before you locked down
Every easy way out
Every easy way out

I'm so tired of pretending that I'm not afraid
Of you spinning my words till I can’t think straight
It’s not even me, it’s a game, and you can’t stand to lose

And I can’t keep shrugging it off
I can’t lose any more than I’ve lost
I wish I’d left before you locked down
Every easy way out
Every easy way out