September

There's a shadow on the wall
She holds my hand and plots against me
Spend my life on autopilot
Couldn’t hide it
And some things I still haven't processed
Could it be it's all in my head?
While you’re at best when you're not trying
You're not trying

Tell me that I'm out of touch
Tough, 'cause I have never felt love like this
Still believing if it gets rough
I could fall, I could fall on it
Heard you're moving on

And I wouldn't blame you for trying
I'd leave me, if none of it’s mine
Stood me up in September
And for the last time
I'm coming down, coming down, coming down

Like I'm dancing on a wire
None of these words feel like mine
Would you hurt me to love me right?
Risk the fallout, risk a flatline

Tell me that I'm out of touch
Tough, 'cause I have never felt love like this
Scared to death that it won't be enough
I could fall, I could fall on it
Heard you're moving on

And I wouldn’t blame you for trying
I'd leave me, if none of it's mine
Stood me up in September
And for the last time
I'm coming down, coming down, coming down

And how do you feel like your old self again?
How do try and find the meaning?
And how do you stay here in the process?
'Cause you make it look so goddamn effortless (effortless)

And I wouldn't blame you for trying
I'd leave me, if none of it's mine
Stood me up in September
And for the last time
I'm coming down, coming down, coming down
I'm coming down, coming down, coming down
I'm coming down, coming down, coming down