God Keeps

I’m staring in from the oustside
The more I look, the less I see
How many forks in the road ahead of me
I’m trying hard to remember, what I even came here for
To talk with the devil and find out what he’s coming for

Somewhere in the middle there was one truth
Bathe in shadow and light
I don’t know where it is, but I will find you
Maybe on the other side

No release, no release
From the sound in my head
I can’t sleep, there’s no peace
From the words that you said
No, I can't stand it
No, I can't stand it

No release, no release
From the sound in my head
I can’t sleep, there’s no peace
From the words that you said
No, I keep planning
No, but God keeps laughing at me

I’m standing still on the sidelines
I’m paralysed by the fear I feel
Is it in my mind? Maybe it’s not even real
I find it hard to stay open
God knows I've tried to keep my heart clean
I still write the signs, wonder what they even mean

Finally, I’ve seen there is one truth
Somewhere in the middle there was one truth
Bathe in shadow and light
I don’t know where it is, but I will find you
Maybe on the other side

No release, no release
From the sound in my head
I can’t sleep, there’s no peace
From the words that you said
No, I can't stand it
No, I can't stand it

No release, no release
From the sound in my head
I can’t sleep, there’s no peace
From the words that you said
No, I keep planning
No, but God keeps laughing at me

I’ve seen the face, I can’t erase
Out come the whispers daunting
I turn around, I come undone
I know this ain’t no way to be
(No release, no release, no release)

No release, no release
From the sound in my head
I can’t sleep, there’s no peace
From the words that you said
No, I can't stand it (I can't stand it)
No, I can't stand it

No release, no release
From the sound in my head
I can’t sleep, there’s no peace
From the words that you said
No, I keep planning
No, but God keeps laughing at me