thoughts

Your hoodie's still hanging on my bedroom door
I tell myself I don't miss you anymore
But at 3 AM when the city gets quiet
I replay your words, I can't deny it

You said it wasn't me, it was timing
But that's what everyone says when they're lying

So I'll pack away these midnight thoughts
The what ifs and could have beens that I bought
And I won't call, I won't text
Won't tell you how your leaving left me a mess
'Cause maybe you were right
Some things just don't need another try

My friends say I'm better without your games
The way you'd disappear, then call me late
I wrote down all the reasons we wouldn't work
But still can't shake the feeling I didn't deserve

And maybe in some parallel life
We figured out how to do this right
But in this one I'm learning to sleep alone
Finding pieces of me you never known

You said it wasn't me, it was timing
But that's what everyone says when they're lying

So I'll pack away these midnight thoughts
The what ifs and could have beens that I bought
And I won't call, I won't text
Won't tell you how your leaving left me a mess
'Cause maybe you were right
Some things just don't need another try

So don't think twice about how I'm doing
I'm finding my way through the ruins
Yeah, don't think twice