But I Lied

Two months, I've been clean
Quitting love that made me bleed
Black out, blurry, visions of us
Why's it bitter sweet
Like I miss the misery
Cross my heart and swear that I'm done

Like a siren goes off
When I move on
I remember it all
Just when I forgot

Are you seriously still drunk dialing me?
Fucked up, quarter past three, I should decline
Am I out of my mind if I wanna get high?
Fuck up, ruin my life, just one more time

I gotta get ya out of my system
Said I don't miss you but I lied
Baby, you're bad like, just like a bad drug
Said I'm over you but I lied

Back seat, windows up
That's the way we like to touch
Self-destructive, so demonic
Shouldn't but I always want it

Like a siren goes off
When I move on
I remember it all
Just when I forgot

Are you seriously still drunk dialing me?
Fucked-up, quarter past three, I should decline
Am I out of my mind if I wanna get high?
Fuck up, ruin my life, just one more time

I gotta get ya out of my system
Said I don't miss you but I lied
Baby you're bad like, just like a bad drug
Said I'm over you, but I lied

Like a siren goes off
When I move on
I remember it all
Just when I forgot

Are you seriously, still drunk dialing me?
Fucked-up, quarter past three, I should decline
Am I out of my mind if I want to get high?
Fuck up, ruin my life, just one more time

I gotta get ya out of my system
Said I don't miss you but I lied
Baby you're bad like, just like a bad drug
Said I'm over you but I lied