hate

I wanna die so bad
It cycles back to you
And you don't care
I don't wanna be here
The end is looking clear
You're so fucking perfect, it eats me up

The world's a piece of shit
That teaches us to cope
How did you know that I'd be here?
The end's looking clear
You're so fucking perfect

The light's too bright, so close the blinds
I think you hate me, that's alright
I hate me too, it's all I do

I'm just being honest
I haven't forgotten
The things that I promised
I need to be honest
I hate the way I am
I hate the way I am

Always get too high in my room
I sit and cry
Why do I always feel like this?
I don't really mind it
How can I be so spineless?
Well I don't know

I need to change but I can't wake up and see the use
If I could choose the change that I acted
Would it really matter?
Or change anything?

The light's too bright, so close the blinds
I think you hate me, that's alright
I hate me too, it's all I do

I'm just being honest
I haven't forgotten
The things I've promised
I need to be honest
I hate the way I am
I hate the way I am