Forsaken

I feel so sick
And I'm forsaken
Slowly losing patience
Wallow in desperation
Searching for my salvation

I know it's hard to see the end
Through eyes that make or break the man
Broken and beaten
Resend repeated suffering

My maker is a cynic molded by trepidations
My maker's repetitions will hold me here forever

Malice
Hold me forever

This is a toxic endeavor
And I have this feeling in my chest

I feel so sick
I feel so sick
I feel so sick
I feel so sick
I feel so sick
And I'm forsaken
Slowly losing patience
Wallow in desperation
Searching for my salvation

I still feel the ghost of you
Shaken awake
And for eternity I'll follow you
Surrendering me to the darkness
Forever here I sentence thee

Respecting holy intentions
This is where I'll be
Suffocating into the silence
This is where I'll be

I'm trapped in this void forever
I just been feeling so depressed with all this guilt draped upon me

This is a toxic endeavor
And I have this feeling in my chest

I feel so sick
I feel so sick
I feel so sick
I feel so sick
I feel so sick
And I'm forsaken
Slowly losing patience
Wallow in desperation
Searching for my salvation