Fucked up

If I could fight my nature
If we could break this wager
Would you as well
What the hell?
Let's put pen to paper

Like a crystal chamber
Within a maze of danger
Carousel breaks the spell
Of this fallen stranger

And time won't change my mind
Is it by design?
I've been so blind

Forgive me
I'm so fucked up
Believe me
I'm hollow enough

Release me
I'm out of luck
Please forgive me
I'm so fucked up

Don't care enough to bother
Maybe I'm just my father
Couldn't see
Foolin' me
Now I can't trust another

So darling if you'd rather
A happily ever after
Don't you see?
That ain't me
Judge me by my cover

And time won't change my mind
Is it by design?
Too high to climb

Forgive me
I'm so fucked up
Believe me
I'm hollow enough

Release me
I'm out of luck
Please forgive me
I'm so fucked up