butterflies

I cried in the shower
Hooked up with my ex
And, gosh, I am grateful
You did it over text
‘Cause I couldn’t cope
With seeing your eyes
And feeling so lonely
With my butterflies

I'm counting the seconds
And waiting for you
The sky sure looks pretty
But you’re my favorite view
I’ll welcome the storm soon
But just for tonight
I’ll pretend that it’s still our room
I’ll pretend that you’re still mine

When will it feel okay
To know that you wouldn’t have stayed
Before mine flew away
I feel them
Please kill them
I’ll heal someday

I cried in the shower
‘Cause you’re not around
Quite funny how I'm still
The hot mess that you found

I know that they’re gone, dear
But picture my eyes
And tell me what happened
To your butterflies