Dead Days (Over and Over)

Stuck in the grind, I don't feel alive
I could swear I was somebody else
And I wonder if this is the time of my life
Never easy to lie to myself

I get caught in cycles of some
Self help deprivation
And I keep reliving dead days
Over and over again

Can I leave what's past in the long and gone
Lack of good sense with me all along
Still break down building myself up
Stumbling over things I've done
I don't wanna feel this way
I know nothing good can come of wasting
Time just spinning in my head
Same disasters over and over

Can I keep pushing on? Can't remember
How long has it been since the world fell apart?
Clear my mind as I drive past the Dade county line
I admit that I need a new start

I get caught in cycles of some
Self help deprivation
And I keep reliving dead days
Over and over again

Can I leave what's past in the long and gone
Lack of good sense with me all along
Still break down building myself up
Stumbling over things I've done
I don't wanna feel this way
I know nothing good can come of wasting
Time just spinning in my head
Same disasters over and over
Ever after, over and over again

I get caught in cycles of some
Self help deprivation
And I keep reliving dead days
Over and over and over and over again

Can I leave what's past in the long and gone
Lack of good sense with me all along
Still break down building myself up
Stumbling over things I've done
I don't wanna feel this way
I know nothing good can come of wasting
Time just spinning in my head
Same disasters over and over