Thirteen and the mirrors are talking again
You're bigger than your friends
I wished I looked like them
Maybe I should go on a run before bed
Will I wake up feeling thin and better in my skin?

She's still with me

Every time I buy new jeans, I find another problem with me
It's not retail therapy if it makes me hate my body
Oh, I'm so fucking mean, I wanna love myself in my blue jeans

Now I'm twenty-one and I'm counting the calories
In my cup at this party
Hope the boy will notice me
Maybe I need a dose of reality
'Cause LA isn't healthy
They're starving and they're wealthy

Heaven help me

Every time I buy new jeans, I find another problem with me
It's not retail therapy if it makes me hate my body
Oh, I'm so fucking mean, I wanna love myself

Need to get it through my head
Never gonna fit again
I don't wanna live like this
Insecure or narcissist
Sometimes I know I'm enough
Until they don't button up

And then I go and buy new jeans, I find another problem with me
It's not retail therapy if it makes me hate my body
Oh, I'm so fucking mean, I wanna love myself in my blue jeans
Oh, I'm so fucking mean, I wanna love myself in my blue jeans
Oh, I'm so fucking mean, I wanna love myself