Object at Best

You look so good in your thunderbird

I feel so small
Pretend that I'm your girlfriend
Through the haze of alcohol
Harsh words leave your lips
But I just plug my ears
Give into innocence
'Cause I can't stand souvenirs

Oh I'll be blissfully wrong
Hold your hand as I drown

(You say my name)
As you're watching me undress
(What a shame) that this is something I'll regret
(That's your game)
Make every no turn into a yes
(I'll take the blame) 'cause I knew I was your object at best
I'm loving myself to death

My world's been painted rose
I can't see you differently
So I'll just bask in your glow
And your lack of sympathy
Kiss you as a friend
Think of you as a God
Everywhere I've touched you
Pasted into my travelogue

Every moment with you is a victory
I'd live in misery

(You say my name)
As you're watching me undress
(What a shame)
That this is something I'll regret
(That's your game)
Make every no turn into a yes
(I'll take the blame)
'Cause I knew I was your object at best
I'm loving myself to death
Kiss you as a friend
Think of you as God