Waiting For An End

I never wanted, I never wanted
this to die, this to die
I never wanted, I never wanted
this life, this life
I never wanted you, I never wanted you
I tried, I tried
I never wanted, never wanted
no, I'll never get out

my belief going down
tearing through my insides out
find where the evil hides
another place where your body lies
force fed and seeping in
the fate we hold the end begins
construct a maze of doubt
embrace a world that throws you out

detach confinement, reflect in silence
disgrace our beings, a truth so violent
we will be fine, held in death a while
wait for an end, welcome to my world