Entity

I’m sick of metaphors so I’ll just say it, I hate myself
I found my dreams at the bottom of a bottle that I can’t crawl out of
How can I live with the person that I’ve become
How can I fight a losing battle that’s yet to be won

I fell in love with an entity that can’t be felt or seen
Lately it’s been the only one that’s there for me
I think the point of no return is where I’m comfortable
So let’s face it I will be the one who never learns

How can I live with the person that I’ve become
How can I fight a losing battle that’s yet to be won

I fell in love with an entity that can’t be felt or seen
Lately it’s been the only one that’s there for me
I think the point of no return is where I’m comfortable
So let’s face it I will be the one who never learns

I build these walls up hoping I find the strength to break them down
My own self loathing has pushed me to the edge of breaking down

I should have listened, I should have learned, I don’t know how to treat myself

I fell in love with an entity that can’t be felt or seen
Lately it’s been the only one that’s there for me
I think the point of no return is where I’m comfortable
So let’s face it I will be the one who never learns