Sorry

Look me in the eye and tell me what I mean to you
I wont expect a word
And tell me who I am cuz I dont understand
All the Reasons why you left

This time dont say your sorry.

I could say "i told you so"
But Id rather make you wonder if Im alive inside
Im not so sure I am

I wanted this I really did
But I cant make up for what you couldnt ever give

I really wish that I could hate you
For everything that you put me through
But no matter how much you hurt me ill hate myself more
Just for letting you.

It feels like theres nothing left except this huge mess
Broken promises on both our parts
I dont know where to start
Its so rediculous I feel like I dont know who you are

This time dont say your sorry. cuz we all know your not