My Lungs Hurt

Smokin' cigarettes
Wondering why lungs hurt
When the pain resides
The breathing stops
Started tearing at my skin
Searching for the world within
Wonderin' when life will begin

Pacing around my room
Searching for my head
Lying on my death bed
Father keeps calling my line
To check to see if I am fine
I hope I'll make it through the day
I wonder if I'll see you again
Scratching at my skin
Washing my eyes pin
Losing the words within

Sorry that I lie
Saying that I'm tired
Staring at that flame
Beginning of my pain
Searching to belong
Biting at my thumbs
Losing all my weight
I don't remember what I atе