Void

Drowned in the pool of your fears
I'm dying in my room full of tears
Wondering if I'll survive until tomorrow
The sorrow you left in me
Is the same you feel
Do you really feel it?
You say you don't wanna hurt me
But that wasn't the best way to do it
I tried to hold you
So you wouldn't feel cold
I told you everything I felt
I knelt down for you
I swear
You missed me when I went to sleep
Now you'll miss me forever
I keep good things about you
But now they seem empty

Don't try to find anyone like me
'Cause there isn't

Drowned in your insecurities
You were so fucking special to me
I'm glad that everything you felt was real
I hope you heal
And I hope I can deal with it
There's nothing new
But I wished you were more than just
Someone I knew

I keep good things about you
But now they seem empty
I just wanna avoid this void
I should have realized that it seemed too perfect
And things aren't always as they seem
I just wanna avoid this void
I should have realized that it seemed too perfect
And things aren't always as they seem
I just wanna avoid this void

Things started on a Saturday
And ended on another
Hugging me
With a knife in my back
We had a beautiful colorful landscape
But you turned it into black and white
As much as I don't think it's right What you have done to me
I still think you're wonderful

I keep good things about you
But now they seem empty
Don't try to find anyone like me
'Cause there isn't
I just wanna avoid this void
I should have realized that it seemed too perfect
And things aren't always as they seem
I just wanna avoid this void
I should have realized that it seemed too perfect
And things aren't always as they seem
I just wanna avoid this void
I should have realized that it seemed too perfect
And things aren't always as they seem
I just wanna avoid this void