I Wish I Was Better Than I Am

Just for once
Can we sit down and point out the reasons for all of this?
I'll hold my tongue
If you promise to keep me alive
'Cause I found out

That I wasn't meant for the pressure that's put on me
So it's better to stay inside
I'll stay inside
I wish it was easier, I wish I was better than I am
If I ran as far I could

Would you meet me there, or would I lose you for good?
I know you hate to stay in the same place
So clear how it's written on your face
I'll fall asleep in this bed somehow

Can't dream if I tried, if I tried
Tried to fall asleep and I don't know how
Wake up wondering why, wondering why
I'll fall apart just as quick as you left me
I'll fall apart just as quick as you left me, left me

I'll fall apart just as quick as you left me
I'll fall apart just as quick as you left me yeah, left me yeah, left me
I'll fall apart just as quick as you left me
I'll fall apart just as quick as you left me yeah, left me yeah

Just for once
Can we sit down and point out the reasons for all of this?
I'll hold my tongue
If you promise to keep me alive

'Cause I found out
That I wasn't meant for the pressure that's put on me
So it's better to stay inside
I'll fall apart just as quick as you left me
I'll fall apart just as quick as you left me, left me