Slowly Healing

Two sides to each knife in my back
Five stages, skipped one, and went mad
Fuck dark, what you did was pitch black
I was already hopeless
My pain was first thing on your list
Got scabs from red flags that I missed
Bandaged, the wounds haven't closed yet
You sent me to my lowest

Now I'm slowly healing, it's all I ever asked for
Slowly healing

You never cared to know me, I hid behind the curtains
Buried all my feelings, you only saw the surface
I'm slowly healing from the girl I adored
Slowly healing from the shit I endured
Slowly hеaling, it's all I ever asked for

Nеver thought you'd make the list of my friends who passed
Lost another part of me, happened way too fast
Damn, I wish that I could trust like I did in the past
Now the damage is done and I'm broken in half
All the questions that I had seemed to answer themselves
My suspicions came to life, who’s the crazy one now?
Tried to burn me with the gaslight, blow that shit out
I'm still reeling from the last night

Now I'm slowly healing, it's all I ever asked for
Slowly healing

You never cared to know me, I hid behind the curtains
Buried all my feelings, you only saw the surface
I'm slowly healing from the girl I adored
Slowly healing from the shit I endured
Slowly healing, it's all I ever asked for
Slowly healing from the shit I endured
Slowly healing from the girl I adore