If I Tell

Ooh, what's he gonna do to me?
If I doubt? If I tell?
Ooh, what they're gonna do to me
Again? If I tell?

I built a wall 'cause I wanted to forget
Taught myself that nothing went down
And I pray
Pick up, I made a mistake
I told myself that nothing went down
And I pray

Fear isn't a weapon or a shed, no
Get up for me, get up for me
She lives a feeling you should feel
Get up for me, get up for me

Ooh, what is gonna happen to me?
If I tell, if I tell
Ooh, you'll never touch me
Again, again

I had a headache, don't remember, at the end
I told myself that it wasn't that bad
And I fell
My brain, it works in a way
My brain erased the end of the fire
Of the fire

Fear isn't a weapon or a shed, no
Get up for me, get up for me
She lives a feeling you should feel
Get up for me, get up for me