Relapse

I need a drink
I need a Valium
You pushed this far

The ground is gone beneath me
You pulled the safety net
I moved across an ocean from my family, from my friends
The foundation is shattered
You've made such a fucking mess
I tried to be your modern wife, but the child in me protests

I need a drink, I need a Valium
You pushed me this far and I just need to be numb

If I relapse
I know I stand to lose it all
Can you bring me back
When I'm climbing up the walls?
If I relapse (relapse, relapse)
I know I stand to lose it all
Can you bring me back (bring me back)
When I'm climbing
Climbing up the walls?

(I, I need a drink, a drink) (the walls)
(I, I need a drink, a drink) (climbing up the walls)
(I, I need a drink, a drink)
(I, I need a drink, a drink)

The girls are looking at me
To teach them all about love
But I can't seem to hold my shit together long enough

I need a drink, I need a Valium (Valium)
You pushed me this far and I just need to be numb

If I relapse
I know I stand to lose it all
Can you bring me back
When I'm climbing up the walls?
If I relapse (relapse, relapse)
I know I stand to lose it all
Can you bring me back (bring me back)
When I'm climbing
Climbing up the walls?

(I, I need a drink, a drink)
(I, I need a drink)
(I, I need a drink, a drink)
(I, I need a drink, a drink)
(I need a, I need a, I need a, I need a)
(I need a, I need a, I need a, I need a)
(I, I need more than one)

If I relapse, I stand to lose it all
Bring me back, climbing up the walls
If I relapse, if I relapse
If I relapse

(I, I need a drink, a drink)
(I, I need a drink)
(I, I need a drink, a drink)
(I, I need a drink)
(I, I need a drink, a drink)
(I, I need a drink)
(I, I need a drink, a drink)
(I, I need a drink)

I need a drink
I need a Valium
You pushed this far