Kanojo Wa Tsumetai Hitsugi No Naka de

She Lies in a Cold Coffin

Kanojo Wa Tsumetai Hitsugi No Naka de

What is freedom
自由とは何か
jiyuu to wa nani ka?
Whose life is it
人生とは誰のものか
jinsei to wa dare no mono ka?
Don't think too hard about it here
ここ難しく考えずに
ko muzukashiku kangaezu ni
Just jump straight out
まっすぐ飛び出して行く
massugu tobidashite yuku
I envied you a little
あんたが少し羨ましかったよ
anta ga sukoshi urayamashikatta yo

She lies in a cold coffin
sie liegt im kalten sarg
sie liegt im kalten sarg

What kind of righteousness would be needed
人が人を殺すのに例えばどんな
hito ga hito o korosu no ni tatoeba don'na
For example, to kill someone
大義が必要だろうか
taigi ga hitsuyou darou ka?
If we condemn the devil who captures enemies
敵を捕らえる悪魔だと断罪すれば
teki o hofurubeki akuma da to danzai sureba
Would our hearts truly not ache
本当に心は痛まないのだろうか
hontou ni kokoro wa itamanai no darou ka?

It wasn't supposed to be like this, there was no other way
こんなはずじゃなかった仕方がなかった
kon'na hazu janakatta shikata ga nakatta
Even if I make excuses, you will never forgive
言い訳をしたところであんたらは決して許しはしないだろ
iiwake o shita tokoro de antara wa kesshite yurushi wa shinaidaro?
Ah, evil may perish and it may be self-inflicted
ああ悪は滅びようと自業自得だと
aa aku wa horobiyou to jigou jitoku da to
I don't intend to insist, but I had no choice but to do it
言い張るつもりはないが私はやるしかなかったんだろう
iiharu tsumori wa naiga watashi wa yaru shika nakattanda

If there is a future where I can seize freedom
自由を掴み取る未来があるとしたら
jiyuu o tsukami toru mirai ga aru to shitara
I don't know what I would choose now
私は何を選ぶ今はまだわからない
watashi wa nani o erabu ima wa mada wakaranai
In this irrational world where I can't choose for myself
自分じゃ選べない不条理な世界だと
jibun ja erabenai fujouri na sekai da to
Still, I fought with the cards I was dealt
それでも戦ってきたくばられた手札で
soredemo tatakatte kita kubarareta tefuda de

The meaning of my father, my life
父の意味 私の人生を
chichi no iya watashi no jinsei o
I won't let anyone say it was wrong
間違っていたとは誰にも言わせない
machigatte ita to wa dare ni mo iwasenai!
Because what I bet on was from here
私が賭けたのはここからだから
watashi ga kaketa no wa koko kara dakara
The shadow of the idea occasionally appears
イデアの影は偶偶に現れて
idea no kage wa guui ni arawarete
Shaking the wall I went to as a giant
巨人で行った壁に揺れる
kyojin de anda kabe ni yureru
The summoned people were far away
召した民が遠く方られた
meshita tami ga tooku kata rareta
My homeland is beyond the distant sea
故郷は遥か海の彼方
kokyou wa haruka umi no kanata

Flying without knowing anything on the day of atonement
咎の日に染まりながら何も知らずに飛んでいく
toga no hi ni somarinagara nani mo shirazu ni tonde iku
Countless shadows fall to the ground, calling forth twilight
無数の影が地に落ちる黄昏を呼び込んで
musuu no kage ga chi ni ochiru tasogare o yobikonde

The weak, the cunning, the water flows with a sense of withdrawal
弱い者 ずるい者 水は引き気に流れ落ち
yowai mono zurui mono mizu wa hikuki ni nagareochi
Time doesn't stop, repeating a rondo similar to regret
時は止まらず繰り返す後悔にも似た論文（ロンド）を
toki wa tomarazu kurikaesu koukai ni mo nita ronb (rondo) o
Unable to become a soldier or a warrior
兵士にもなりきれず戦士にもなりそこね
heishi ni mo nari kirezu senshi ni mo nari sokone
Where should I return to after running beyond the wall
壁の彼方へ駆け出した私はどこへ帰ればいい
kabe no kanata e kake dashita watashi wa doko e kaereba ii?

Even if I dream of freedom, reality entangles me
自由を夢見ても現実が絡みつく
jiyuu o yume mite mo genjitsu ga karamitsuku
Piling up corpses, still unable to reach the sky
屍を積み重ねそれでも空に届かない
shikabane o tsumikasane soredemo sora ni todokanai
The pain of the blade flickering at the tip of outstretched fingers
伸ばした指の先に瞬く刃の痛み
nobashita yubi no saki ni hirameku yaiba no itami
Falling into the abyss without grasping anything
何一つ掴めぬまま奈落へと堕ちてゆく
nani hitotsu tsukamenu mama naraku e to ochite yuku

The meaning of my father, my life
父の意味 私の人生は
chichi no iya watashi no jinsei wa
Was it wrong, no one knows
間違っていたのか誰にもわからない
machigatte ita no ka dare ni mo wakaranai

The dream I saw in the cold coffin
冷たい棺の中で見た夢を
tsumetai hitsugi no naka de mita yume o
Will the day come when I tell you too
いつの日にかあんたにも話す時がくるだろうか
itsu no hi ni ka anta ni mo hanasu toki ga kurudarou ka?