Up From the Bottom

Inside, it feels like I've been barely breathing
Feels like air is running out
Inside, I'm stuck here staring at a ceiling (ceiling)
You put up to keep me down, down, down, down, down

Waking up without a name
Open up my eyes knowing nothing is the same (same)
Circling around a drain
As I realize that there's no one else to blame

You keep me waiting down here, so far below
Staring up from the bottom, up from the bottom
I try escaping, but there's nowhere to go
Staring up from the bottom, up from the bottom

Each time I hold my fist inside my pocket
Hold my breath until I'm blue
Feels like a knife pushed deep inside a socket (socket)
Bristling, listening to you, you, you, you, you

Waking up without a name
Opening my eyes knowing nothing's gonna change (change)
Circling around a drain
As I realize that there's no one else to blame

You keep me waiting down here, so far below
Staring up from the bottom, up from the bottom
I try escaping, but there's nowhere to go
Staring up from the bottom, up from the bottom

Everybody out, that devil is coming
Poison on his lips and his words mean nothing
Cold like a mountaintop, father never loved him
Mama said he's bad enough times that it sunk in
Everybody out, that devil is coming
Promise you the world, but he's always bluffing
Before you even know, it's a trap you're stuck in
He's gone like a ghost, already off running

You keep me waiting down here, so far below
Staring up from the bottom, up from the bottom
I try escaping, but there's nowhere to go
Staring up from the bottom, gotta get out of here
Up from the bottom, gotta get out of here