Witness

Dear mama
I wanna apologize
For those nights you spent crying tears in your eyes
Cos you knew, that I had problems and
Ain't nobody can solve 'em and now
I'm slipping and falling it ain't often I cry, but in a casket I lie
I swear to God depression is eating me alive and
So I look to the sky
But there ain't nobody there

So I put my head down and sigh can you feel it
Cos I feel it too can you feel it hoping and wishing
The floor of my kitchen
Try to fight off the snakes
Try to juggle prescriptions
This ain't livin'

Is anyone listening
Can I get a witness I said can I get a witness
Can you feel it cos I feel it too
Can you feel it this pain
I cant shake nightmares in my sleep
But it hurts more to be awake