Hold It With Your Life

I've got my lips all closed
I‘ve got red lips that move without voice
I've got blue eyes they're closed
I‘ve got no visions left just that noice

I am deprived of choice
A silent screaming voice

What have I done
The pain is over
Only maybe over
Questions pouring like scissor rain
But there's a power like a calling to seek something deep
I hold it with my life
Hold it with your life

I've felt confusion grow
I‘ve felt the nonsense conversation

I‘ve spent years through years
I bet my dreams and tears on a stuffed illusion

I'm deprived of choice
A silent screaming voice

What have I done
The pain is over
Only maybe over
Questions pouring like scissor rain
But there's a power like a calling to seek something deep
I hold it with my life
Hold it with your life

Where have I been
What have I done to myself
I'm deprived of choice
A silent screaming voice

What did he do to me
Guess the killing is over
Only maybe over
Questions pouring like scissor rain
But there's a power like a calling to seek something deep
I hold it with my life