Suicide Note

They don't wanna show you what goes on behind all those closed doors
They will kick and scream and throw all of their keys away
They don't know your name, and they will laugh at all your pain
I hate myself because I feel like I won't be the same

They don't wanna show you what goes on behind all those closed doors
They will kick and scream and throw all of their keys away
They don't know your name, and they will laugh at all your pain
I hate myself because I feel like I won't be the same

I see children fall from buildings and they all look the same
All these nightmares hurt my feelings, that I don't even need
I hate people always telling me what I should be
I cut my wrist and close my eyes as they all watch me bleed

Tell my family, it's for the best I'll be home soon
It's all a fantasy, I'm only happy when I'm with you
You gave your hand to me, I let you do it and that's the sad truth
When you ran to me I should've seen the scars and abuse

They don't wanna show you what goes on behind all those closed doors
They will kick and scream and throw all of their keys away
They don't know your name, and they will laugh at all your pain
I hate myself because I feel like I won't be the same

They don't wanna show you what goes on behind all those closed doors
They will kick and scream and throw all of their keys away
They don't know your name, and they will laugh at all your pain
I hate myself because I feel like I won't be the same