wish i was a robot

I didn't eat dinner
I wanna be thinner
Sometimes I think I'm ugly
Other times I'd love to fuck me
All the air that I've been punching
I get worked up over nothing
Leave my house but I don't want to
My brain is melting just like fondue

It's been getting harder for me to function
Oh sometimes living feels disgusting

I wish I was a robot
'Cause then I wouldn't care
Could just call a mechanic when I need a repair
I'd be an easy fix
I wouldn't feel like this
'Cause I wouldn't have feelings or be emotional
I wouldn't need healing or be so insecure
I bet I'd get a grip
I wouldn't feel like this

Freaking out so

Sensitive got my soul crushed
All these stupid thoughts beating me up
Like, am I special? Do you care?
Do I look good and how's my hair?
I'm sick
My inner voice is such a bitch
I wanna shove her in a ditch
But most of all I wish

I wish I was a robot
'Cause then I wouldn't care
Could just call a mechanic when I need a repair
I'd be an easy fix
I wouldn't feel like this
'Cause I wouldn't have feelings or be emotional
I wouldn't need healing or be so insecure
I bet I'd get a grip
I wouldn't feel like this

But I'm only human
But I'm only human
But I'm only human
Oh and sometimes living feels disgusting