Good Enough

If steady feels like this
I got it all wrong
Cause all the good days get taken away
When my head turns on
If steady goes like this
Then why do I feel
Like i’m on my knees, screaming for peace
Like it’s no big deal
Is this just the way it’s supposed to be?

Why’s everybody happier than me?
I’ve been wearing these losses too long
I price ‘em out like diamonds, it’s a problem
It’s so hard to feel good when I’m numb
I just wanna feel good enough, good enough
But what the hell’s good enough, good enough?
How can I see roses, and only feel thorns?
It never makes sense when everyone says that the world is yours
I guess maybe I’m broken
Or maybe I’m torn
On who I once was, who I wanna be and how I was born

I’ve been wearing these losses too long
I price ‘em out like diamonds, it’s a problem
It’s so hard to feel good when I’m numb
I just wanna feel good enough, good enough
But what the hell’s good enough, good enough?

I don’t know how to be who I am
Steady grounds never been my best friend
I don’t know how to let myself win
Feels like I’m living in quicksand
I don’t know how to be who I am
I know I’ve never been my best friend
I don’t know how to watch myself win
When a loser’s all I’ve been
If steady feels like this, yeah

If steady goes like this then

I’ve been wearing these losses too long
I price ‘em out like diamonds, it’s a problem
It’s so hard to feel good when I’m numb
I just wanna feel good enough, good enough
But what the fuck’s good enough, good enough?

I don’t know how to be who I am
I know I’ve never been my best friend
I don’t know how to watch myself win
When a loser’s all I’ve been

How can I see roses and only feel thorns?
How can I see roses?